today: hi

tears;; Thursday, Dec. 10, 2009 // 8:55 a.m.

i really should be continuing with my packing (halfway through!! ok yeah right more like i just started LOL) and not be leaving them strewn all about the room and the bed and everywhere :O

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it's just really frustrating sometimes how we just cannot seem to say the correct words to the people who matter the most to us.

WE NEED MORE MINDREADERS IN THE WORLD HULLO.

and again, because of our incompetency in reading one another's actions.

strange how people still just focus on the words spoken, rather than the actions performed, when we just KNOW that those are but empty words.

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but if we speak those (dreaded) words, what comes out of it?

nothing but awkwardness.

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what is this fear plaguing us!

help!

WE NEED MORE OF OUR MEMORIES WIPED HULLO.

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and how can you be sure that this is the person to whom you speak those words, we are never sure.

maybe the pieces really don't fit, but you think they do.

but what if there are really no pieces that fit?

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there is nothing we can do, but to believe that it will all culminate in something.

is this faith?

in what?

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are we all not believers there is something out there that we can achieve someday? finding our one true love, becoming a billionaire, having the title of world peace enforcer, being a brilliant artist, having a peaceful and stable family, etc etc whatever our dreams may be -

we have faith,

that we will not die before our goals are fulfilled.

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and so we cast our small safety nets, to catch us should we fall.

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it'll suck to find out that we're nothing but safety nets.

take me-; away` `