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sleep plan has been postponed (to uh, ten minutes later hahah)
I HAVE NO IDEA WHY i just feel like talking about MJ's movie hmm. yup 'this is it'.
i was never really a big fan of MJ (and no, i didn't turn into one overnight after watching the movie) - like i mean i hadn't even heard most of his songs before (yes, Ben is the exception LOL). the king of pop, but all i knew of him was his nose job, bleached skin and pedophilic acts that landed him in court.
and here we are, after his death, watching the preparation for his concert (which i would NEVER have watched if, well, he hadn't died). the movie wasn't fantastic, very exciting, touching or anything like that at all, but it just detailed bits and pieces of what MJ and his team went through during prep, day by day. maybe that's why it was so... real.
now, to me, he's actually like, an actual human being who's just like everyone else (plus a truckload of awesome talent) - not just a random other 2D celebrity. i can't really put it into words, but... you know. it's really starting to get so irritating how we always only come to realise what we've missed only after it's gone by that it's beginning to become funny.
i'm beginning to get incoherent, I CAN FEEL IT.
ironic how i think MJ seems more human only after he's passed away. haha. uh, better late than never?
and i think, he seemed like he was a pretty nice guy.
tired.
and how do you KNOW that you know something is just impossible.
incoherent. bye!