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at this rate i am never ever going to finish mugging! maybe i should stop slacking and actually start mugging HMM.
but. time is precious! so i shouldn't waste it on mugging :P
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today i saw this quote on someone's t-shirt: one day your life will flash before your eyes - make sure it is worth watching.
not the kind of WOW quote that will make the wheels in your head spin absurdly fast or anything, not even the kind that make you go hmmm... ok? it's the... uh okkk kind haha but strangely it just stuck in my head.
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i was wondering, if one day i lost my memory, how would life be?
i'd be free of all the angst i keep randomly digging up from the past nowadays, but i'd lose all the fond memories i'm currently clutching onto very tightly now.
i'd become someone else.
create new memories? it just won't be the same... but it doesn't really matter if it isn't the same, does it?
maybe it's better if we don't compare.
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where i fought to stay, the waves spun me away, away.
where i wanted to swim out of, they just kept pulling, pulling me back.
i would drown, i am drowning, i want to drown i say- but my fingers held their death grip on the float.
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sleeeepy as usual i'm blabbering nonsensical nonsense.